January 7

My car is broken. Poor Tessa. The front bumper is cracked and hanging down and I have it tied to my licence place ghetto style....oh and my front grill and fog lights are in my trunk. Seriously, I did not hit anything, just all of a sudden its cracked and hanging. OMG. And Ben's car is not running, its in Mason City getting fixed and my car is going to take at least two days of being in the body shop, thats once they get the parts. So I currently have an $800+ bill staring me in the face and I'm thinking its just one thing after another this year! I am living on broke street. I need/want a 'real' job. I am tired of being poor, which I never have been ever in my life. BTW I discovered my car was broken on the way up to Mason City to Ben's cousin's funeral....so its been a special past few days. I did go to the gym today and worked out really hard so that makes me feel good. Still on my way to that 20lbs!