January 4 2009

I feel discouraged right now. I dont really know why. Well, I kind of do. I got a call from Maudes asking if I could work tomorrow. NO, I really DONT want to. It would ruin my entire day which I had planned on hangning out with people in Des Moines. Even if I dont work, I need to ask for Tuesday off to go the Ben's cousin's funeral....so now I feel weird saying I cant work, but oh by the way can I not come in on Tuesday. UGH. Its really not a big deal but I'm making it a big deal in my head. Also I feel lazy and gross cause I've worked all weekend and I feel gross and greasy and I havent been to they gym or tannery so thats contributing to myself feeling gross, and I dont feel like I have time to do both of them but I should. Here's hoping this feeling of discouragement passes.